It’s been only one day and two nights since you’ve left back to Norway. The month that you spent here with me was the best month of my life as of yet. The peace I felt, the dynamics and relaxed environment in which we lived in, the constant happiness…that was the first time in my life I could truly say I was happy. It hurts not being close to you. Hurts to a level in which tears are not even being shed. It’s like my soul has gone into shock. How could I have known such happiness then just let it go? I didn’t want to. I HAD to. That’s what numbs me the most, I guess. I can’t leave this wretched place yet. I have to wait. So much of my life just waiting. I don’t want to anymore. I’m sick of it. I look forward to every night cause it just means that a new day is coming…a day less and a day closer to you. To moving across the world, crossing the ocean and actually living with the most meaningful being in my life.
As I told you when you were over here, it may sound corny but…you’ve truly made my dreams come true. Everything I ever wanted is embodied into you. And I know you don’t believe in this stuff but, I FELT my soul calling out, searching for you and, I felt you were looking for me too. I found you.
Elsker deg-
Suri in “The Cunt In Country”
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if you fuckers lived next door I’d never be online
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